Another day done

Todtstoy · Post by **Todtstoy** » Sun Jul 03, 2005 5:02 am

Wow was it a hard day. Nancy was only able to get up 3 times today. Just to take a couple sips of juice and to take pain pillls. I hope she doesn't have too many more days like this. She said her ability to drink is starting to go now. She hasn't been able to eat anything for 2 days now. Poor thing is just so little. I was finally able to talk her into just using the wheelchiar to get around. I told her I just couldn't carry her anymore without hurting her. Picking her up and carrying her down the hall was like i was carrying a bag of bones. I feel like I am hurting her every time i pick her up. She said she hurts no matter what so pick her up and take her for her smoke. LoL.. she still has to have a smoke.. says she lays there and craves it.. saves her strength up to be able to have just 1 more.. sighhhhhhhhhhh Bless her heart.. I just can't tell her no.Gotta make her last days as happy as i can. I am wore out.. she might not be able to get up like she was.. but still is able to ring that damn bell lol. I told her sister when this is all over i am going to throw that damn bell as far into the ocean as i can. I swear I will hear it in my dreams for a long long time. I am so tired.. I think I will call it a night. kiss kiss kiss LD I will see y'all tomorrow night to check in again

Sunset Dreams · Post by **Sunset Dreams** » Sun Jul 03, 2005 12:50 pm

Wish I could be there to help you! I am sure its hard to see her like this! I know she is happy that you are with her. Going to reach out and give you a great big hug hope you can feel it (((((((JULIE))))) lOVE YOU GIRL!

Todtstoy · Post by **Todtstoy** » Mon Jul 04, 2005 3:59 am

I feel it and love you too darlin