Update on me for those that care....

Todtstoy · Post by **Todtstoy** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 7:32 pm

I am sorry I have been gone so much. I try to get online as much as possible. Ummmm The end of December I left my husband and moved in with my mom and dad. They feel it is bad for me to spend hours alone in my room. The make me stay out of there and off the computer until at least 10 pm at night. Momma says I have spent way to many years alone in my room with nothing but a high level cartoon to show for it. I have to say that I am enjoying being social again. I have made a new friend.... learning new things... broadening my horizons. I also have put in an application for a new job. GASP!!! Imagine that. I am actually going to go to work again. I figure I need to do something.. money in the bank wont last for ever. So you will be seeing a lot less of me than normally but more than I have been. As soon as i figure out when I will be working and stuff. I do have internet access at work. I dont know if I can play the game or not but I will be able to come to the boards from there. If I can do that everyone should keep an eye out for some new games and stuff we can play together on the boards. I miss you all so very much. Real life is just taking a lot of my time now adays. Please know I have you all in my thoughts and prayers. kiss kiss kiss to all

Nash the slash · Post by **Nash the slash** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 8:01 pm

yes some of us do care

Best of luck with the new job

hope to see you when you can get in game but dont worry when you can't

best to get those RL things under control first.

thunderblade · Post by **thunderblade** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 9:34 pm

what if we dont care ?

j/k

was wondering where you have been there young lady.

as much as we love this game and some of the people in it, rl has to come first.
gl on the work thing you mentioned

miss ya

Post by **Panzerfaust** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 10:49 pm

Glad you're still alive.

I know how RL can take up our free time.

Mik · Post by **Mik** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 6:21 pm

Hiyas, My Boy Toy

Sorry to hear that RL snuck up and bit ya on the foot! I hope everything works out ok and that we see each other soonest in Dereth

thenetworkgod · Post by **thenetworkgod** » Wed Mar 08, 2006 10:55 pm

Tod, just glad you are alive and kicking!

Heres one for you, as usual

A pain that I am used to.
[Depeche Mode - Playing the angel]

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

tNg

Lyneaone · Post by **Lyneaone** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 3:18 am

Hey Toy, Thanks for the update. I'm glad you are doing better, my boys talk about you frequently and have asked about you too.

Night-fire keeps asking where his "girl" Todtstoy is.... hehe

Keep your chin up girl! Things will get better, I promise!

Lyn

Todtstoy · Post by **Todtstoy** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 3:35 am

Things are looking better. I got the job I was after. Well an even better one than I wanted

I might even be able to play my normal times with my patron again. If he still wants me. Lyne.. tell your boys I will be back and online more often soon. I miss talking with them and tinking up their stuff. Every time one of them catches me on doing something I try to get them to come along. Give them big hugs for me.

Laseirna · Post by **Laseirna** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 5:01 am

Congrats on the new job Toy! Glad to hear you are doing well.

Oof · Post by **Oof** » Sun Mar 19, 2006 5:53 pm

Congratulations on the new job Toy and I'm glad that life is looking up for you.

lightninggod2 · Post by **lightninggod2** » Mon Mar 20, 2006 3:08 pm

I think a Job is a gr8 thing. if ya need a chat friend my aim is jsc82674 for aol... and yahoo is jsc8261974

Hope ya get the job! and get lotsa pay...

now if i can just sell a house lol.

ur in thoughts n prayers...

ttyl

lightninggod2 · Post by **lightninggod2** » Mon Mar 20, 2006 3:17 pm

dah on me....

thats what i get for not reading all the way to the bottom of a thread...

Congrats on the Job!!!